Grey pavement

I close my inner world

To thoughts that are so vibrant

My universe is small, but full

I change the rules of being truthful

And lie myself of losing problems

That happen all the time

I’m sitting on a pavement

A pavement that is grey

It’s very like my mood

How come I am so stupid

That I can’t change my life

Pathology is there to set the tide

To make my matters worse

I’ve never had a wife and child

That makes my being so unusual

If only I could make my spare time

To work on healing my deluded mind

Someday it may become reality

For now, though, only option

Is hidden pain in big varieties.

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