When it’s time

Feeling grateful
Feeling calm 
No events 
But that is fine
I have laptop 
I have time 
I am educated 
I’m not blind
Times are full of trouble
They are undefined
All my problems seem to vanish
When I see the news
Now I understand
That I don’t want to die
I will happen 
When it’s time
But I’ll try to help myself
To survive
Fight my inner demons
Fight them full of pride
I am sort of an example
Of a ruined life
But I try my best
To keep it fine.

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