Feeling grateful Feeling calm No events But that is fine I have laptop I have time I am educated I’m not blind Times are full of trouble They are undefined All my problems seem to vanish When I see the news Now I understand That I don’t want to die I will happen When it’s time But I’ll try to help myself To survive Fight my inner demons Fight them full of pride I am sort of an example Of a ruined life But I try my best To keep it fine.
I'd love to see my path as happy And it for sure is somewhat likely to be called As happy with a bunch of troubles But narrow it is not - it's made of different cards I have my loving family of ladies I have my strong and pretty mom I have my all - my teenage sister And wisest granny is with us We are quite poor - but it is not a trouble We have strong bond and hold each other When someone suffers - we are there to help When it is time to laugh or smile We do it up to tears full of cries We love each other I am a richest person in the world When I see all my ladies smiling When I have them near me When I can also give them helping hand.
We live with different fears
Sometimes it kills our future
I want to disappear someday
And start from scratch
Begin a journey without knowledge
Once I was full of hope
I have been young and stupid
Now I am like a tree
That has no leaves
I do have roots and rigid body
But life is not about trees
It is about journey
That once has started
And may be full of dignity
Or may be full of shame
Or both belong the same
To us at our body
I love to hear the nature
I love to be more silent
I hate to cry
I try to help
Those falling down
And give my friendship
To live in peace
With my own head and soul
For they are my identity
That I can use
For good or bad.
I listen to this song,
I feel the rhythm.
I fell the soul…
I see them singing.
I see the pain,
I see the love.
I see the poor,
No money…
But the song,
Is not about money,
It is about love…
Embodied in their choir.
I comprehend the style.
I do adore their smiles.
This music is eternal.
So is their voice.
Nobody can win the culture.
Whatever is the cause,
Pure talent keeps us strong.
And music has no language…
Music has no gender.
Music is made for defending,
From all our broken hearts.
When sun is in the sky,
It is so lovely…
I am so high…
And see the universe.
I see the hearts,
Of those,
Who left us.
My granddad,
My grannies…
My loving mommy.
Is here with me.
My love is like a fountain,
It sparks.
It does remind me
The champagne.
This love is only thing.
That gives me power…
Some hope is also added.
And faith is there on the line.
Try,
Correct,
Find…
Loose to reunite…
Get up and try…
Loose faith…
To get it fresh.
Without evil.
Nikki.
07/16/2022.
We make a kiss.
We make a slime.
We have good mood.
And we will never cry.
Tois greatThe weather’s fineIt’s nny, rainy all the time.
“You don’t love someone for their looks, or their clothes, or for their fancy car, but because they sing a song only you can hear.”
― oscar wilde
I write these lines,
To cheer me up.
I’ve never tried.
To be so sad.
I an in here, in my homeland.
It is my place.
It’s where I write.
I have true friends,
I have some mates.
I have a family.
That is my space.
I love them all,
Some I adore…
Love having fun.
And don’t be rude.
“Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much.”
― Oscar Wilde
“Always forgive your enemies; nothing annoys them so much.”
― Oscar Wilde
“The truth is rarely pure and never simple.”
― Oscar Wilde, The Importance of Being Earnest
We live in a world,
That is full of black shadows,
We speak many lies.
We do make mistakes…
We see the sunshine.
It makes us feel better…
But do not make tries,
To save it for later.
Express yourself, make love,
Do no harm. Accept gifts of God.
And never be sorry.
Just don’t make mistakes.
They will happen freely.
Take love and do love.
Have faith and be prudent.
We are made to be a light.
We are here to see the future.
Here we are to bring some now and on…
We belong to God.
We are made to be divine…
We are here to stop the crying…
We are here! We are here forever young.
Soul is not abandoned. Soul is always yours…
We are made to shape the future.
We will never be alone.
Loneliness is good for peaceful trying.
Being peaceful…
Being sad.
War is to be over.
We don’t know of how and when…
But it will be. That’s for sure.
Regards,
Yours sincerely,
Nikki.
19/05/2022.
We walk through the sunshine.
We speak about love.
We drink only Cola,
And miss our friends.
We are very honest,
It helps, and makes sense,
We sit on a pavement.
And kisses are tense.
I am truly happy
I’ve found a good friend.
Moreover, a lady…
Who loves and who cares…
To my Mommy…
My mummy is my closest friend,
Through all the struggles…
She stands forever in my arms…
For me, for sis, for her own mom.
She makes me laugh, she makes me cry
She does whatever needed for us
Today I say again,
I love you Mommy.
And I always will.
poetry for self-relief 